Black & White

My nightmare

Drowning You're petrified of large bodies of water, so naturally you dislike these dreams. You're somewhat rare, should be proud.

This is so true ! I am scared of drowning but i enjoy "large bodies of water" though.

Where is your peace?

Moon You've got to get off of this rock. No place for you here. Utter silence and alone time is all you need.

Hum... i guess i should fly away to the moon! I've always wanted to go there... strange...

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Worlds apart

** Jars of clay **

I love this song, all of it. The Lyrics. The Beat. The Feeling... .

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
to give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
more deeply than the oceans,
more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache

Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees

All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart

[Additional lyrics:]

I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
and wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
More and more I need you now,
I owe you more each passing hour
the battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
and wash the feet and cleanse my pride
take the selfish, take the weak,
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
the sin-soaked heart and make it yours
take my world all apart
take it now, take it now
and serve the ones that I despise
speak the words I can't deny
watch the world I used to love
fall to dust and thrown away
I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
so wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
so steal my heart and take the pain
take the selfish, take the weak
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray
take my world apart

magic

** lets all fly away to wonderland and find treasures where rainbows end **

look ahead

** fight to give your life a meaning - to be aware that you are alive **

try to win

** Once you know it's a game, learn the rules but play your way **

i wonder

** behind a smile there are things you'll never know **

once and forever

Some things never change.

some feelings will always remain.

years went by, i grew up

but i'm still me and my memories are part of who i am.

i can forgive and understand, laugh or cry, smile or close my eyes

but i can't forget

pieces of my past make me who i am and hopes for tomorrow, dreams of my futur make me wonder about what i am to be

today

... the air was warm, the birds were singing.

i wanted to smile. I needed to live.

so unexpected  !

i knew i could fly, my wings weren't broken. today they unfolded again

i felt happy